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sometimes your heart will hurt. sometimes your smile will ache. sometimes your light will dim. sometimes your spirit will break. sometimes your entire world will come crashing down with no warning, and no signs.. but no matter how destroyed you feel - you have to be willing to dig deep inside of yourself to find some ambition to get you back right. you have to look out for you. you have to let go. you have to place your focus primarily on YOU. nothing about losing what’s familiar feels good.. but uncomfortable places can be beautiful. growth is beautiful. you are beautiful. you shouldn’t have to wait around and pray for someone to love you. you should love you. you should let go - because nothing worth holding onto will ever destroy you. and holding on is destroying you. trying to love someone into loving you - is destroying you. let go because you have to get a hold of you. you have to retrace your steps and figure out where you let YOU go. you have to take time to yourself to reflect on when and where you lost yourself. you have to let go of what no longer is - and accept what may have never been.. then you have to pick yourself back up. you have to release any negativity clouding your mind and you have to rid yourself of hopeful feelings. cleanse your soul. listen to your intuition. learn yourself. let go of any bad habits you’ve picked up along your journey. and start over. no matter how bad or how much it hurts.. let go and start over. holding on is destroying you.

TIME⏳ CHANGE EVERYTHING

                            It's never the changes we want that change everything.

                                                          -Junot Díaz                    

Things happen. People change. Their feelings change. They look at life from a completely different viewpoint. You always wish you never grew up coz a grown ups life is always such a mess. Those childhood memories. The weird things we used to do as kids. The carelessness. The sorted life we used to live. Nothing to worry about. But all this tends to disappear once you grow up. You are no more careless. You have to ‘behave’ now. Just behaving like a grown up is in itself so tiring. The secret of a happy life still kies in being a little careless, being a kid. Not expecting much. Expectations kill a person from inside. Adults tend to expect so much out of a single human being that by the end of it everyone is left unsatisfied. Satisfaction becomes the utmost priority for an adult. Remember the days when we were satisfied with just a single candy. But as we grow old, we expect more and as we expect more we are satisfied even lesser. The only thing missing in our lives is those good vibes. The definition of ‘fun’ has changed. Those small little things that used to make us smile are the same things that we don't care about now. Life has become materialistic. People have become materialistic. Relationships are materialistic. Those moments of sheer happiness won't come back until we stop being stuck in the world of materialistic things and look upon other things that can make us happy. We seek happiness in all the wrong places. The heart is happy when the soul is. Live life like it's supposed to be lived. Get away from negativity. Expect less. Make moments. Make others smile. Smile with others. Just smile. No matter what.